One of Those Days...

I know everybody has "just one of those days" but what if it seems that that one day has turned into your whole life?

I got some news today that could have helped our situation out but instead I was insulted and rejected. That was my last immediate resort and now I'm in a total panic. I'm not sure what we're going to do, let alone feed ourselves. It's amazing what little makes a difference. One of my friends is close to desperation, as we are, and this part of her income that was helping a great deal, isn't so much now.

I'm really not sure what I'm going to do. As it is we are cleaning out just about anything that isn't nailed down to sell and hopefully make some kind of money with it. Everyday I'm on the verge of tears and panic because I'm not sure where our next month's bill payment will come from. It' totally taken a toll on my body and I can barely hold my food down anymore...which I guess helps out the food situation huh?

The only thing I can do is pray but they are never answered. If things don't get better I fear I might literally go insane.