After being a mom for the past 13 years it's been hard to really feel like anything more than a mom. It almost seems that once you become pregnant your body becomes part of the child's and it isn't until years later that you "get it back". After I had the first one I was able to seperate myself and be able to enjoy being me but after I had the second one I have yet to regain my sense of self. She's a wild one and it is not uncommon for me to feel like the mother of a monkey. I'm constantly being swung on, climbed over, if not just a seat.
I haven't felt like a woman in years and even with the purchase of some beautiful women's lingerie I don't feel as great as I could. It used to be that if I knew I enjoyed the pretty things I was wearing, it didn't matter what was over it I felt pretty. Now...well, not so much. I think this all just has to do with having a little one again and feeling the loss of what I had regained. Hopefully things will get better soon!
I haven't felt like a woman in years and even with the purchase of some beautiful women's lingerie I don't feel as great as I could. It used to be that if I knew I enjoyed the pretty things I was wearing, it didn't matter what was over it I felt pretty. Now...well, not so much. I think this all just has to do with having a little one again and feeling the loss of what I had regained. Hopefully things will get better soon!
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