Self Esteem

Mine's lowered a whole lot since starting a new gig. I thought I was okay at what I do but with so many different people letting you know that you may not be...well, it's kind of a downer. I do miss the other gig I had but I don't see anything coming my way anytime soon, if ever again. That's a bummer too. It was nice to have more than one thing to do, kind of broke things up some.

I'm totally losing confidence in myself and my ability to bring money in. It's to the point that I almost feel like giving up but I can't because I'm paying for Christmas alone. Ugh!