That Wedding

Well I ended up making my choice and I didn't go to the wedding. I've decided to totally let go of that friendship and move on. I did feel extremely guilty the morning of Halloween knowing that I should have been there but it just wouldn't have been right for any of us to go. I'm sure it was lovely, I'll never see pictures of it but that's okay. I hope she had a good day. Well really, I hope she picked the right guy but that's another story and not my worry. I'm much more relaxed now that it's over and I don't have to wonder about what to do anymore. I am sad that things can't ever be the same with us but they haven't been for years anyway, I was kidding myself.